Today
I woke up this morning and already you were the first thing on my mind. already i missed you and wished you were here. i dont know why everything happened. you still ask about me and cant understand why you cant have your bestfriend in your life. You notice that i delete you off facebook within a few days and txt me every now and then to tell me you miss me that your sorry for hurting me. You even contact another friend about me when i dont respond to your msgs, upset that im not talking to you. You get upset when you were told not to contact me anymore. You cant even really tell me when you stoped loving me, cause to be honest you just seem incredibly lost and i dont think you did. I know im on your mind everyday tho you run to other means of distraction so you dont have to acknowledge just who and what you ran away from. You ran away from the person who loved you the strongest, believed in you the most, and would have never givin up on you. But so easily you ran cause you got lost and scared. And i need the person who will stay and fight this battle of life with me and not run. One day you will realise just how much you are missing out on and who youre missing out on. And on that day, you will come looking for me and i wont be there and you will have lost the best person for you.
